He called

Two days ago as I was with a police officer, filling the missing person report, I received a call and it was him. He called just in time cause the police officer confirmed that there was an arrest warrant for him and that if I fill a missing person rep...

I wish I could tell him

I learn so many new skill since he left. We started looking at the darkweb together but he wasn't patient enough and when to buy heroin physically. I can't blame him, without my methadone, I would probably have done the same thing. Heroin withdrawal is...

No news, Good news

My mom used to say : "no news, good news" . Referring at how her children only calls when they need her. When they are in trouble and are looking for help. It is kind of a sad sentence. Almost like if she would rather have no calls then another call fo...

Tuesday 4pm - Silence Radio

I tried my phone to be sure it worked well. My phone is not the problem. I thought it was quite unreal that I was there telling my dreams as my boyfriend is missing when I remembered that, last time he made a trip to the city, I had a terrific dream. H...

Tuesday 11am, still no news from him

I start to wonder if is dead. I know he was craving a shot so much he will have done it without making sure naloxone was available near him. Last time I said he was with a good friend but I did not explain the whole story. He actually was with a good f...

I lost him... again

My boyfriend could not handle the spit of methadone I could only give him everyday and jumped in a friend's car to Montreal, 12hours away from where we were. We had to go back to his birth town at the end of the world, where the ends land, when we got ...

How to buy on the dark web

Hey guys! So my boyfriend and I suffer from heroin addiction for around a year now and we've tried a lot, there is not much people understanding nor willing to help. Sometimes I even think about giving up on him myself but there will be no one left for...