I wish I could tell him

I learn so many new skill since he left.

We started looking at the darkweb together but he wasn't patient enough and when to buy heroin physically. I can't blame him, without my methadone, I would probably have done the same thing. Heroin withdrawal is some bad devilish sickness. I'm bot even comparing it to being sick, your not sick, you're are sucked into the darkness of hell.

Doing heroin is like making a pacte with the devil.

It worth it but you need a back up plan, he wasn't smart enough for that life. Poor thing.

I wish I could tell him the good news about the darkweb. Everything that I found here. I think I'm everyday closer from my first good purchase =D

I'm taking my time, but I think I made a friend on the Hub forum. Well a "dark friend" I guess they are those kind of friend that you cannot very trust entirely but it is nice to finally have someone that talks back to me from that new place that is the darkweb. I'm happy and look forward to his reply so I'll call him a friend but I'll be carefull. I don't want to end up lost like my boyfriend.

Au revoir mon amour, j'espère de tout mon coeur que tu n'es pas mort. Reviens moi vite, je ne pourrais pas supporter ta mort.
Reviens moi bébé chou ou je vais avoir de la misère a ne pas me mettre ta mort sur les épaules.
J'ai découvert ou on se trompait dans nos commandes. Reviens et on va acheter de l'héroine sur internet. Reviens et on va être aussi heureux qu'on peut l'être quand on a donné notre âme au diable.
Je t'aime.