Tuesday 4pm - Silence Radio

I tried my phone to be sure it worked well. My phone is not the problem.

I thought it was quite unreal that I was there telling my dreams as my boyfriend is missing when I remembered that, last time he made a trip to the city, I had a terrific dream. He was getting arrested in front of me, the police were telling me : "he is going in for a long time, you did not choose the good one". That day, I woke up crying and screaming his name alone in my bed.
When he called me later, he told me that it indeed happened but he got out of it. It OD in the street and the police were asking his name. He is under warrant for arrest so he gave a fake name but the police did not believed him and they were sure it was "him". He got away by saying he wanted to o to the hospital and by gaining time, at one point the officer was just fed up and gave up on him.
I thought it was a funny story, in its way... depends of your sens of humor.

Last night though, I dreamed that he was getting arrested again. In my dream, I wanted to go home and he had the key and did not wanted to give them to me so I got mad and the police came to see what was going on so he was very mad at me but that makes no sens cause he's the one who refused to give me the key at the first place but .. it's a dream. Also I wasn't nervous cause I had nothing on me but they search us and then he just disappeared and I found purple cotton balls on the floor and I was considering shooting them and I was gathering my things but it was very hard, I had too much and I was afraid I will loose something but then I realized that I indeed lost someone. My boyfriend was no where to be found, and I woke up.

I don't believe in premonitory dreams but it happened a couple of times now. Let's be realistic though, I knew he was probably in jail when I went to bed last night so it is to premonitory but just dwelling on my lack of knowledge for his where about throughout the night.

No news from him, No news from my doctor. Another day lost where the lands ends.